Defeat!

    I finally give up out of despair , for I now know that its not me who you need but some real time magic or a miracle to change things. I finally give up the battle of hoping against hope that things would turn brighter with the turn of another day! I fought against my right senses to keep you alive, I fought against my sanity to pull you in the right path.My persistence and belief systems fail brutally against your prejudices. I fail blatantly in my efforts to make you see sense and give you the strength to withstand the on coming storm.

    I have withstood the dirtiest of our conversations with glee for I had the fire of hope keeping me warm and safe. The fights , the misunderstandings and the arguments , all were taken in a good stride for the will to keep going was stronger than anything else. But today with a simple conversation, I know that its not me who you need but something or someone else to show you the best picture of life and instill in you the positivity that you need to see things in a better light.

    May god bless you with all the strength, courage and resilience to fight this battle. Hope you lead a wonderful life that is built on values that are tried and tested over time, that command love and respect from your elders, peers and followers.