Blushes and Blues!

How does it feel when someone actually goes speechless just looking at you???? Being a female, I say its one of the most wonderful feeling.I have read such a situation in many romantic and not so romantic novels and when I actually saw it happening to me, I could not help but laugh.That was rude, I know.Well must say such encounters give humongous highs specially when you are waiting for something nice to happen to you- desperately.
I am in a phase where I don't know what to ask for from life. When in college, the hope and apprehension of a good future and the company of some crazy friends was all u needed to be happy.The end of college -A break and eternal boredom. Work was all I wanted - A job. I got one as I asked for. I was content being a content writer(pun intended) for a while till I got used to my work and there comes monotony. Everyday is a same day except for weekends. Same work, same people and same me.
Now I wonder what should I ask for? So when my life is so " dull" and basically useless and when such strange things happen like an appreciative look, genuine compliments, a simple and meaningful conversation; you just feel lucky for those lighter moments and feel good about still having the ability to be crazy and offbeat.You feel lucky that when you thought you were brain dead , you actually are not;You are just hibernating or rather estivatiing in this case.
Glad to know that my senses are intact and thanks to this one guy who made my day. Thanks for the impulsive reaction and the impact it had on me. I am just basking myself in that light and I hope I enjoy it thoroughly till tomorrow when my blushes will disappear and the blues resume their place!