A loop

She: (in her mind) Aha there is so much to tell him, so much to talk. One conversation, one meeting and my life takes a 360 degree turn. So many questions to ask, so much to know. How I wish I get all the answers at one go! I would be able to trust him completely then. Chances are I might be able help him with a breakthrough too with so much of observation and psychoanalytical skills to my aid. Good lord the questions are going to be irritating and probing! But no harm in trying,is there? Its not that I don't trust, its just that I will get a concrete belief to hang on. Once and am done with this.Is it worth the risk? I will have to take an nasty argument, a cold shoulder or a cold response. Well lets see, "Try" is the word. At least you won't regret not having tried hard enough gal!

Calls

He: Ya tell me
She: Where are you?
He: Out
She: Can we talk
He: No
She: I have something to tell you
He: Say
She: But before that I need to know something
He: What?
She: Can we meet?
He: No
She: Cool then, will wait till I meet you. Its all special, it deserves a meeting, a celebration maybe.
He: Why the hell can't you finish it in a call?
She: Just like that, thats the way it is, I have questions, lots of them
He: I have no answers.
She:Cool then,Bye
He: Bye( sighs)

(In her mind) So much for the excitement and preparation. Damn is this all even worth it? I hate this as always. Tomorrow is another day! When I m no longer interested, tomorrow dies:) Till then, Try is the word!

PS: Wonder, if this try were applied in some other aspect of life productively, where  she goes?