Life as we know it............

Before:

1) Flowers....aaaargh so dumb! Why the hell do people love flowers???? I love the colors yes but why pluck them and drown ur nose deep into them till u sneeze??

2) Moon - Aah yes something that shows you the route when you are lost while hunting a trail

3) Books- M&Bs, Romantic classics...... Books that give you the dope on how stupid u can possibly get

4) Vanity: Who is going to see me anyway?

5) Phone: Talk to girlfriends, gossip, bitch and discuss everything thats....... ahem "important".Send nasty messages to nasty friends who also happen to be your best friends

6) Diary - Write submission deadlines, interviews details and unnecessary lecture notes

7) Sunny Morning: Blah another day!

8) Rains: Yay splash water, eat lots,get wet, be sick with cold and cough forever!

9) Appetite: Always hungry or famished

10) Social Networks/Mails: Forever online and bored

After:

1)Flowers: Awwww .....They are sooo beautiful

2) Moon: Gosh its a full moon day! look look....

3) Books: Give me something mushy please , can't take heavy stuff

4) Vanity: Let me make an effort man, u never know !

5) Phone: Why the hell is it not ringing??? Damn not even a beep!

6) Diary: Ur best friend and a dumping ground 

7) Sunny Morning: Hope today is a better day

8) Rains: Phew! Its so beautiful....the smell, the water , the greens (sniff sniff)

9) Appetite: When did I last eat?

10) Social Network/ Mails: The only connection

Thank You

Words spilled out when thoughts got cluttered,

Emotions got carried away when circumstances got weird,

Feelings went hay wire when distance started ruling over,

Anger was lashed out when communication got tougher,

Through all this you kept your calm,

Knowingly or unknowingly, you took a great deal,

You never understood but you tried,

You stood as the anchor while letting me believe that I was the steadier one,

You were the one with precision and clarity while letting me believe that I was the sensible one,

Words fail me when I think of the gratitude I feel towards you,

For your faith, strength and the purity of character that cannot be measured.

All I would like to say is a simple "Thank You" 

For all that you have been to me so far.

For your affection and patience which is a rarity.

For once I am not sorry for my behavior ,

For if not for that, I would have never known the "You" with "Me"

A loop

She: (in her mind) Aha there is so much to tell him, so much to talk. One conversation, one meeting and my life takes a 360 degree turn. So many questions to ask, so much to know. How I wish I get all the answers at one go! I would be able to trust him completely then. Chances are I might be able help him with a breakthrough too with so much of observation and psychoanalytical skills to my aid. Good lord the questions are going to be irritating and probing! But no harm in trying,is there? Its not that I don't trust, its just that I will get a concrete belief to hang on. Once and am done with this.Is it worth the risk? I will have to take an nasty argument, a cold shoulder or a cold response. Well lets see, "Try" is the word. At least you won't regret not having tried hard enough gal!

Calls

He: Ya tell me
She: Where are you?
He: Out
She: Can we talk
He: No
She: I have something to tell you
He: Say
She: But before that I need to know something
He: What?
She: Can we meet?
He: No
She: Cool then, will wait till I meet you. Its all special, it deserves a meeting, a celebration maybe.
He: Why the hell can't you finish it in a call?
She: Just like that, thats the way it is, I have questions, lots of them
He: I have no answers.
She:Cool then,Bye
He: Bye( sighs)

(In her mind) So much for the excitement and preparation. Damn is this all even worth it? I hate this as always. Tomorrow is another day! When I m no longer interested, tomorrow dies:) Till then, Try is the word!

PS: Wonder, if this try were applied in some other aspect of life productively, where  she goes?