Mind Race

For the kind of volatile person I am, people have always asked me to hold on to my thoughts, hold on to situations, hold on to decisions instead of letting go easily. Detachment comes easily to me as a part of my nature. It is not something that I ever tried to condition myself to. But despite all this I was successfully able to stick to a singular thought for a very long time. It took me a long time to analyse, process and then letting it seep into my mind and since it went through such tedious processing it remains unabridged till date.

So basically  if a wild horse turns itself into a race horse only when required just by enhancing its wilderness and not actually taming it, the chances of its authentic existence increases. This may not be noticed by the crowd involved in the race but I am sure the horse whisperer would know and understand.

This is all I care for. This is all I live for.I am and want to be this kind of horse to my horse whisperer and that is what I aspire to remain. 

Dream - Yet to come true

I lived a lifetime with you.

I learnt to dream again, I learnt that there is life beyond the mundane;

I learnt that hope drives you and pushes you to explore your limits,

I learnt that your belief can take you to places you have never been before,

I learnt that a simple wait can turn a situation into an event,

I learnt that faith, irrespective of what happens, remains if you have the guts to acknowledge it,

I learnt that a feeling can be shallow enough to evaporate in a second and deep enough to penetrate a soul;

I learnt to respect everything that I have been gifted with,

I learnt to treasure every moment I spent as being timeless,

I learnt to adore trivial words and actions,

I learnt to love unconditionally,

I learnt to live for the moment,

I lived a lifetime with you,

I await the next one.

Till then.....

Random Rambling

Hope, love,hurt,despair,doom,hurt,despair,love,hope. Its a cycle. You can't fight it, you can't beat it.All you can do is submit with humility and take all that it has to offer in good stride. I am talking about "The Destiny" controlled by goddess Fortuna as they call it. Her gentle flip of the wheel can turn our lives upside down and another flip can simply make things fall back as if they were always meant to be.
Well I have seen people plan every step meticulously, follow the plan and be successful. I have also seen people who plan and fail and then learn to live by the moment and there are those who have always lived by the moment.

I fall under the second category. I planned and failed and then I resorted to spontaneity. Living by the day and by the moment works for me better than anything else that I tried. Being flexible helps to see things in a better light and the goal of "zero injuries" is achieved. What I don't understand is how is it that people who fall under the first category manage to have their way?or is it just that they go through this cycle too but are not open about it? If god disposes as per their proposals then why are the others not gifted so? Not that I have a problem with it, its just something I would like to know how it works.